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I want to say something my situation. I just had following you but I feel bad and because I just need friends. I’m not try attention upon women to me. I can see those depression hurt in love by me. I want say sorry. I feel find beautiful queen.

My heart say i try figure out get know you. I can’t say ” I love you ” fear of relationship storm in eye
how ever you feel come lock there no escape. We need space in love secret. don’t say if?

Pain of love forever.

If I faith you. I want first faith God trust is alway than you do. how many you love me?

Poem: Pain is Good

Good for you, i got you back. that you were spy block me lol !

I’m flaw rise dark fade behind me as ring aka movie

You is worry from me

I notice you has a lot love in me

You are so weird ever i seen when i meet you after you had block me

I got make you pain. i will get other women with my flaw

I don’t care what ladies say to me

Pain is alway experience a knowledge

I have a pain a year than you are in the college

Cry baby i feel good that, I have already pain revenge

I am indeed weird

My experience fact love in hurt of real life

I can’t be nicely, I want flaw season but i still in love of lord

If somebody hurt me for cheater on me. I will flaw forever hurt soul love and use sex

If somebody are true in love as that you show me proof

I can’t pick someone win of love

I want test everyday work out for life until marriage vow deal struggle

Rich is risk killin in your life

Where are wise suppose be?

Friendship and relationship is share opinion

Sex and care are rich

However no matter what we are painful o know life is all about.

Deal with it! then Shut your mouth !

Poem: Who give up on me

Who cannot afford to my life

You want me slavery my life

Feel pressures worry lost in me

Ready to new life has new someone in love than me

I understand you have reasonable try tell me to your plan

I’m not cry anything and have let you go

I just plenty life going on and move on

Women can’t handle disability culture life
They’re very control make us go visit
offend mock bad display side to side
The disability had experience careful that situation

Blog is personal can lie to their life
Those are known secret in life
I just can feel gut in my mind
They can trick to us


Women are struck to me
That do nothing in future life
There is no time with love to meet
My knowledge will alway remember and issues came out
No one foolish brainwashed

I have no fear evil
Who will give on me
I will hold hand in God above me
I’m pray everyday in God know in my heart
Woman is willing stand for me


World are seem in the my gift
God had plan for me
I feeling gift powerful
I cannot vision will future to my life
I am believe faith in him
I am continue struggle in the season lifetime

Peace one love!

Poem: Heart spoken will tell you

Your heart will feel inside spirit.

Dream can able what you wish you want to be?

Emotion has reason upon to love without meet?

That your goal wish get receiver believe in love than price

Heart will tell you something into your brain control

What do you waiting for?

Will you get dream come true something has or what?

I know that you just depression and deserver must love with somebody.

Heart will care of you and vision in your eye and thoughtful.

Walk and looking around opposite sex with heart is have respect

No one telling to you. what is important skin quality require

Why God sent you in earth for what?

Because you have may chance coming up say forward!

If you won’t personal opposite sex in your heart?!

Trouble will not happening and hidden secret stab lick up with trick

Don’t try to look back cause you will mistake tone bell struck in your head without heart spoken?!

Your heart tries tell you get knowledge and ask elder who know experience of love soulmate.

Heart is only judge with court rules and wise.

someone blog say i’m odd. well, i have a reason and pain.

Poem: I want be friends……before

Two person was change in my life

I just make up realize blew up in my mind

I couldn’t fell in love without know you of personal outside

They taught me right direction to conversion before goes in

Process will to level right way without id

I want be friends with you. i want need know you more deep personal

Patience is key

I know that love is powerful

But i can’t say ” I love you “

I will never know you will hurt me part of reason?

God know everything.

But i can’t seem vision in you

Actually, I want be lover, but……. difficult

Friends must slow be know else a year…..before get ready for it

Almost alike friendship maybe will success

I love those any race,no matter what i talk to!

This Womans Work Live


Pray to God you can cope
I stand outside
This woman’s work
This woman’s world
Oooh, it’s hard on the man
Now his part is over
Now starts the craft of the father

I know you have a little life in you yet
I know you have a lot of strength left
I know you have a little life in you yet
I know you have a lot of strength left

I should be crying but I just can’t let it show
I should be hoping but I can’t stop thinking
All the things I should’ve said that I never said
All the things we should of done that we never did
All the things I should’ve given but I didn’t

Oh darling make it go
Make it go away
Give me them back to me
Give that little kiss
Give me your hand

I know you have a little life in you yet
I know you have a little strength left
I know you have a little life in you yet
I know you have a little strength left

I should be crying but I just can’t let it show
I should be hoping but I can’t stop thinking
Of all the things we should’ve said that were never said
All the things we should’ve done that we never did
All the things that you needed from me
All the things that that you wanted from me
All the things I should of given but I didn’t
Oh darling make it go away
Just make it go away now

I choice to poor. who that man’s rich stole in the man poor own fish. poor had work hard live. I love old elder ppl wise. I care and God love us. and Jesus too.

I choice to poor. who that man’s rich stole in the man poor own fish. poor had work hard live. I love old elder ppl wise. I care and God love us. and Jesus too.

(via cheddahchey)

My Goal and pain

I want to my goal job for the photography and songwriting, film maker. i know that ged focus in my life. i don’t have time to that. I need love passionate. I want people need know where i’m from. I’m pain in love. Just go for deal hurt heartbreak and passion level. we are hurt else before learn lesson. I had have reason my life of scar. right now i’m sadness.

Do you want my life struggling for love or must be rich first?